With a heavy heart, i watched as skyscrapers and massive traffic flyovers blew past a weather-stained glass window. The green light was showed. The gear roared as the car jolted forward as it swerved past traffic on the road. The view didn’t stay the same. It was never like this. Concrete jungles past me. My mind wondered off.

I never liked feeling this way.

My heart sank as i thought about my friends. Especially on how im gonna give up. Give up on what? How i fall for guys that people say arent my type. Isnt it my decision? I leaned against the car door. The things i say- never good enough. Oh how my face becomes red when i think of you. Oh how i think of how im gonna have to accept everything not going my way.

I let myself drop on my bed. I have great friends. Someone i adore so much. But i guess he doesnt feel the same way. 'How can i think of this?' i wondered. Well, for me, its a different story. People say i have wonderful parents. I guess thats true. Its just sometimes i have too much that i cant offer. And end up hurting myself and being such a clutz. As usual. People tell me that my parents are a gift. Well, yeah! DUHH. I love em to death.

//Point is..
Im done. Finish. You know i dont have a chance.
So why bother. Have a great life.
I've always been just here (:

Trying to meet lalitha on monday! ;D
♐ Aѕhlée ;
Falling all the way down.

I dont know what to do.
Daydreaming : my hobby.
I have to go to miri.
I'll fall and scream.
Because you're not there to be with me :/
Feel like fainting.
Wish you cld see what im going through.

Today's post : Black and white
Ill get my colours back, when i see you one day.

I seriously cant think.
Wish i could see you.

AshleeW.

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